Once Upon A Time

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 Once upon a time I loved you,

My fragile heart once yearned for you,

I cried my eyes out, I bled for you.

I cried out in vain,

You drove me insane,

Your being around only brought me pain.

But truth be told it was all my fault,

I was the fool who let you into my heart.

I stood at distance watching you grow,

Letting our friendship go with the flow,

But my feelings for you I never let show.

Your goofy smile used to put me on a high,

Now when I see it all I do is cry.

You broke my heart,

I’m hurting inside.

Tell me why you did it, why?

Oh wait, you can’t tell me why,

You don’t know that you made me cry.

You broke my soul,

I’m lost inside,

Just tell me why you did it, why?

That’s right,

You can’t tell me why,

Because you don’t know that you made me cry.

You tore me down,

And left me bare,

And if I told you know,

I don’t think you would care.

My broken soul cries out in vain,

Because of you all I know is pain,

Yet even after all this shame,

My feelings for you are so hard to contain,

The mere memory of you still drives me insane,

The ghost of your laugh still echoes in my brain,

My skin still remembers your touch…

My heart is still trying to beat in time with yours…

My soul is still convinced you’re my soulmate…

I wish I could forget you 

I really do,

But I just can’t help it,

I’m still in love with you.


Comments

  1. Anonymous BitchNovember 1, 2020 at 5:09 AM

    Wena, LET'S KILL THIS LOVE
    Move��

    ReplyDelete
  2. TakundaNovember 1, 2020 at 5:10 AM

    The flow is a lovely feeling, but otherwise MOVE ON

    ReplyDelete
  3. RoyceNovember 1, 2020 at 5:36 AM

    ☹️I have a love hate relationship with the way I relate to everything you write 😩❤️❤️

    ReplyDelete
  4. RoyaltyNovember 3, 2020 at 6:29 AM

    wow. Is this real?

    ReplyDelete

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